Changing is coming

Soooooo .. life has been kinda uninterestingly( is dat a word ? lol) 
repetitive for too long and if there is one  thing that me no likey is 
being bored the fck out of my mind .

Everything is great , love my hubby so much 
but there is no challenges 
and spontaneous adventures anymore.
I think its a phase that i have to go through ..
and i feel like i had enough of this now ?

And i have tried to be much more tame , 
less outgoing , more dull.. i've changed a lot 
so i can be " acceptable " 
cuz now that im married and whatnot

the thing is , all of this , combined
is gruesomely killing my creativity
i am seriously out of my freaking juice yo 

enough of me being dull
just so i can fit in this new phase of my life
its not helping with my productivity either
 cuz no matter what i do there will be people 
who going to roll their eyes like im somekind of trash
so whats the point , trying so hard to be people pleaser..
this making me sad more than ever

so from now on 
im going to be ME .

watch out world cuz IM COMING BACK !

krikk .. krikk .. krikkk 




It has been a while

                                                           Im back !

It has been a while since i am no longer active in blogging , but social media has gotten pretty stale and it lacks of " intimate space " to write stuffs , a piece of my mind ..
it feels like if i write an update status,
i am forcing people to read it on their news feed , 
so here i am , another attempt to slowly making my way back to blogging .

I still dont know what kind of 2017 ish blogger i wanna be 
but i already signed up for adsense 
so i guess i have to create interesting contents 
to potentially generate revenues here 

anyway here is some of my recent artworks
and i am currently creating an apps !
Will write about all that later :)

im trying my very best to upgrade my digital painting skill 

anyway , i will have plenty to write soon 

so thats all for now 

buh bye