21.8.19

Badass Sailormoon


Even though aku baru sahaja masuk usia 30 an now, chewah perlulah mention baru sahaja kan. 

Aku masih lagi fetish eh obses dgn sailormoon. 

Dulu kecik2 suka tgok scene sailormoon bertukar sbb seksi gitu wahaha 

Tp punca aku minat melukis sbb sailormoon dan dragon ball lah. 





So aku pun lukis lah sailormoon tp dia pakai space suit ahaha ala ala badass gitu
N then aku print n cuba jual di etsy hahah ada la sorg dua beli.





Aku masih prefer sailormoon yg seksi lagi bahaha. Dgn cahaya bulan akan menghukum mu!

Dulu

Satu ketika dulu 

Di ruangan blog ini meriah dengan keceriaan , kesungguhan , bebelan rambang  .. kemudian hadirnya insan insan blogger lain yang sering berkunjung dan menambahkan lagi kerancakan dalam dunia berblogging .


Sungguh , Aku amat merindui waktu itu .. apa khabar agaknya anda semua , Plain , Haz , Lea , Len , Adam , ikan bilis dan ramai lagi ..

Aku harap di mana jua anda semua berada , aku doakan semuanya dalam keadaan yg gembira . 


As for me , my life are about to change its course soon , i will be on my own again and this blog will be my home again . Hopefully , ada masa kita semua rancak bergurau senda kembali walaupun sekadar di alam maya . :)




Jujur ikhlas dari aku yg masih lagi vain hahaha



30.5.19

Making my first BJD part 1


<<<< WARNING this post  contain doll nudity >>>>

* Cleaning up dust *

Damn , its been 2 years  since
I said I'll be back hehe

but here I am 





Im back ~~~  And this time I have a reason
to stick around in this blog , 


I finally found a hobby that I can be
interested at for longer than 2 weeks . 
I am totally obsessed with it .




I tried so many things before , I believe I could learn to do 
anything if I concentrate enough , but for the past several years ..
i kinda lose that focus . I kinda forgot how to be ME.  

Nothing feels right , it was painful ..  its like im inside a limbo , 
just an empty shell going through the motion . The combination of 
social anxiety disorder and mental block is one hell of a nightmare .
For those who battling the same kind of depression as i do , 
trust me , no one can help us .. especially those judgmental a-hole..















So please , find something that could ignite the fire in your soul .
Only you can save yourself .




Okay , enough with that depressing monologue lol 
I wanna introduce to you guys my latest project , 
my fire , my muse , my passion  which is BJD



BJD as in Ball Jointed Doll 

credit : popovy sisters bjd 

Bjd is a hand crafted dolls with jointed body parts , 
yeah im kinda totally into this recently . 
I've been posting progress of my creation on social media , 
but since the progress will include doll nudity it may be inappropriate 
and it might make some people feels uncomfortable .

So for the rest of my creation journey , will be mostly documented in this blog . 


MAKING MY FIRST BJD 

#INKTROVERTBJD 

haha i kinda changed my alter ego nickname from 
dilladontdodatholyfckthatisocringe
to Inktrovert
so people can tell that i like creative stuff
but i have social anxiety issues .
lmao


Bjd blueprint
i designed this myself using procreate 
on my ipad pro . This is how i want my doll to look like , 
she's gonna be slim THICC , 
cuz i like em gurl that way .





BJD Core
Its time to create the doll's core , 
this core is needed so the actual doll 
will have hollow part .
The core supposed to smaller than
the blueprint but I accidentally 
made it way bigger so now the actual doll
are going to be even bigger lol . 





I'm using polymer clay and aluminium foil the create the core ,
i bought most of the clay supplies at https://www.malaysiaclayart.com ,
and sometimes at nearby art shop that I can find .



look at that curve , my gurl is hawt 




The core is baked using air fryer oven , 180c for 10 minutes
* it has to be wrapped in aluminium foil tightly 
or the core's surface will be burnt *


After sculpting and baking for hours , the doll's
core is finally done . I used total of 250g of polymer clay .
Which is around Rm18 . 



Next will be making the outer layer of the bjd doll 
which will be made using a stone paper clay .

Im using La Doll premix clay for the next step,
not sure if its going to be easy to work with , 
since it is an air dry clay type ,
 the texture will be different than polymer clay . 

The price for this clay is Rm30++ each , (400g)




Testing my doll with  clay beads as temporary joint , 
the actual doll , the outer layer will look different than this .
Hopefully it will look close enough to my imagination .



THE END OF PART 1 

Thank you for reading this , 
and stay tune for the next part of my BJD creation progress update .