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11.2.15

12/2/2015

Ye 

aku tau 
dulu gedik gile
nak tutup blog lah ape lah
buat blog baru ala ala komik diary blog lah
yg blerghh very cringeworthy
and then koma  pastu aku tutup terus

sekarang

bila da sell my soul to the permanent job
in a company makes me die
another social death
yelah dulu aku berkubang dalam bilik
selama setahun xkeluar2

and then

aku mcm , ah xbleh jadi aku kene ber so sial
so i accepted this job , illustrator as well motion designer
yes ramai org kat sini , 
but then aku still jugak mcm kera sumbeng


it turns out

I HATE SOCIALIZING
ahahaha
aku umpama vampire yg alergik dgn socialization 
honestly , the older i get the grumpier i be
i hate everything , this n that
n myself , i hate myself too
if i could see my self as another person
i will stab me/her to death

but

i dont hate people , just that 
socializing  exhaust me
1 hour event which requires me 
to talk to people and smile and all that
will definitely suck the life out of me 

hmm

i guess that to balance everytg 
i need a medium to express my 
feeling yada yada yada
sbb kat fesbuk , pple are so sensitive
including me , eheh

so here i am again . 

welcome back , myself 



4 comments:

  1. Ahaha, welcome back too. And you never missed on spotting me. :D and yep everythin exhaustin me too. Walawehh..

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    1. yaw dude , its been sooooo looong . welcome back to the world of blogging . :D cheers for more nonsense n crappy blog post to come

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    2. Ahaha okay2, have a good times alright? Being introvert helps us much. Hahah

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  2. nawh dillz you'll get used to it eventually, just don't get involved in their stupid politics, oh n congrats for the post *thumbs up* ;3

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hm?